HEY NIKKO GUESS WHAT?!??!..........

BOO!!!

haha, i miss you nikko! let me hear your voice again...

it's 2:14 am over there i think. i know it's late, but nikko...if you're on and you're reading this rite now, please call me...

it's not like people still go on xanga rite? bleh...

nikko...i miss you. i hate going through every single nite, passing the phone, knowing i can't hear your voice that way anymore. i can't sleep. my smiles are fake. hugging isn't the same. the way you'd hold me, that most specialestest feeling that used to be within my grasp is far. everything's changed. can't you tell? your voice telling me you love me is still in my head. when i say "i love you too" by myself, the death stab of sadness people keep telling me seems to take over. i miss you nikko. like hell. i just hope that you never forget, that I love you. that i need your voice telling me that everything will be alrite every single moment i'm here. across the world... i need you soooo badly. god only knows how much. pray we will be together again. and that we will forever get through whatever comes our way. i love you nikko...always 

havent blogged in awhile. i have nothing to say really. just that.... yea...wtvr.